My mind, it’s acting up again.
Can this please be the last night I stay up all night crying and contemplating suicide? Fucking please. I can’t do it anymore. Today has taken a toll on my mental status. I want to cut. I want to smile. Fuck crying. I want happiness. I need help. I want to die, but I don’t. I can’t do this anymore.
The bad thing about life is I want it to end already..